Sometimes I look back I wonder if in fact greed anywhere else?
by now I was not happy, too? Not in terms of money, material and family life that in terms of sentiment among people of my not now extremely happy, too?
So I now want something more.
When you think back several times when I find myself greedy, selfish overdone. I had been too much love. What else do I still want to do.
But I do not know in this society, the people around me how many friends they have as good as any, but look at yourself What I saw that I myself have a little happiness happy, really.
Whenever something sad, depressed, I have so many people that complain to, to confide. Although then what I get is just words of encouragement. But although there is only so I felt myself really want to be loved so much pain. Whenever
are discouraged private message to Lyn chan and then it will receive, both of the same order each other encouragement
Whenever something feel uncomfortable , Enmi message to ss to be ss hear advice
And when my heart was hurt, ss Nami always soothe sore side
When loneliness is not flowing the way agreed ; t, Shi chan always encourage lots
When all feel like just a dream always pull my white Rose of reality.
When the cold, cold hands better, and looks like Pie Fon chan chan I think somewhere
Then when you feel life is too strange, not oniichan, always in addition koibito
stars and so many others, and have even had to glance, but can have people bring meaning absolutely no change.
A little silly as I always get so much attention as this was not too happy and why.
fact not always sure want to believe in miracles or miracle again, but in my heart never stop hoping. It's like sure hate to get too hot in summer but always dreamed of spare room on the same chime branches hide the sun drops yourself in the cool rain.
"I seem to not want to believe in miracles anymore."
"Hika nè, not a miracle occurs and only o the end of each story only stars? When all are trying to respond to it. "
Maybe so, I never go to the end of the story, why miracles can happen. Since people always think of the anxiety I feel for their sins. Because the sin that so I can start to complain or want to stop dying. Now it's the thought dead was suspended somewhere between the other space ... so I just float. Then will come a day, but it would be a very distant date. Lyn chan told me that if you die because of suicide would cause more torment for those people too. And lovers you me, death is not sorry for them? Nami She always said: "Hika is always the most anxious of ss." Actually, though only by action, words of madness but I myself have accidentally caused concern for many people. So I did not know at what moment a little more brave, know yourself hiding your feelings a little, stop complaining and become guinea n bit heartless. The surrounding
not know himself never ceased to be something that interests me again. My sadness is not shown out again. I learned to let it sink into his heart, let yourself drift to the land of sun wear. In the eyes
too many hours to reach their goals. Determination, they themselves have abundant but the heart wants to get back the incentive of all. Not to have that extra motivation is to feel loved.
things I need most in this life is probably love. Like millions of light on this world: "People have never stopped longing to be loved."
Love ... drugs alleviate pain is all in me.
Love ... always be filled for all
And love would never be repaid.
And so, I want to love these people, the people I love .... love them for life without the light faded.
18 years living in this world, I believe that love is never put out nonsense, right?
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