"If someone you love is a desire, then you want to make expectation for him is the most natural thing in the doi.Tuy course, if it wishes ; m you lose them, then you have made? " \u0026lt;Kamakiri>
I have to?
past, a long, long ago, I thought that I would do it, just because it is the desire of the wheat nh yeu.Doi with his time, made its desire to love most - was also important especially with her - as a "command" impossible to refuse. As such, but now, when the old love that has gone in my life without my second time, last forever, then bread such understanding, whether wanted or do not want to do, but if your desire is to leave him alone, then it would leave him alone.
. . .
in Ho Chi Minh City in July that the whole world seems engulfed in heavy rain in this steamy day suot.Nhung making bread nh remember the time that such feeling is still fresh in our hearts vocal, all the pain again, all very fresh, like the scarlet flowers of Chou had painted tea that makes you love.
"And behind him, in addition to the Chou I have not heard back Who else was talking about. " Stuffed
long.Thoi were over how long has it been? Time that I was trying to forget ... it's like a child astray, his helplessness, panic ... I have really dry ng not want to forget, so when his love expressed the view that "time will fade away everything," his disorder so down and you during the silence is just as committed chiu.Minh ears , blindfolded and tried to escape in the darkness, and finally how far I do not know nua.Chi know, I is the forgotten, was the time he left. Want
bigotry being a kid with my love, there is no chance nua.Duong like no one really should start there as well a clear end rang.Moi things just as in halfway between the memories that are very scared now if I do not remember lai.Minh muon.That the muon.Boi not because I think, wheat ; as was true long.Minh has put all his energy into his feelings, and gradually que.Nghi burn out again, I see her sick still remember very clearly, I was struggling like that ... I'm hiding nao.Chi avoid memory only, so it becomes a kind of vague ... very vague, and accompanied by an uncertainty and ambiguity not.Minh scared when I think back, I'll be pulled into the old world was a-once-nua.Voi feelings for a person you know clearly, would never have been.
Someone once told me: "The concept of ethics, if love you are not between a man-one woman shall not be called true love. "
Perhaps, in this world there are no true love, true, but why? Has anyone think that love is not true does not mean that it is not true? With his then, is not true in the view of ethics does not matter, because as long as it is also true that.Do ; because they have no one else that want to quit, and then ... just for Chou, is all my hope, even though I hate to come to life pole.
Yeah, what they like, are given by Chou minh.Doi to myself, Chou is a good person Best, most kind, gentle nhat.Cuoi.Suy think its like a child as this vay.Va, which I can wait a week to respond by email Chou , so, four years ... I waited ... and look forward to finally just get to wait in the busy contingency hung.Mot busy with our lives, can not remember a self nhu.Minh khacMinh own comfort.
Time was, every time I heard about Sam is her Red-Gray-and-her lover, I admire very much, I also want be asked to 10 years, 11 years, or more immediate co.Nhung, distance six years and I can not help the country overcome its noi.Khong necessarily remote, but the thought of xoi.Cho back very far forward, then nothing when it is someone who can not come to an end with his the happiness? And furthermore, he did not love me I never loved nhat.Du nhat.Khong I have tried no matter how ...
Speaking here, remembered a voice from Goong: "Perhaps you were not easy to forget the sweet memories ta.Cu between them as a child when the child away from him before he realized the image is too large to exist in my heart, it seems like my love can not leave that she had loved anh.Anh, you will not be obtained, nothing can get back ... I accept, to accept it. "
. . .
Enmi: "How long is forever?"
R. Chou: "That's because We can not and can not know."
Enmi: "When is it going to the end?"
R. Chou: "When We feel it's not right anymore."
. . .
fact, when asked ever hope to be with someone you love forever, but the years went well enough for his great wisdom to realize that they are human ... ; not maimai-in-the-nhau.Cung as Chou gave her to understand, meet and get a companion on the road is a significant respect, but the road does not have turns, so when no further steps general way, it was meant to to go its own way, and I only have to accept it.
I was afraid of being types who injury, Chou also said that, but finally could not stop myself hurt ...
only a relationship but only through the Internet, through the icons, the current e-mail, via the world-Anime and Manga Otaku ... but why feel so pain in the back too clearly lồng ngực.Khi đã rời khỏi màn hình lạnh giá ấy rồi,khi những hy vọng của mình đã tan vỡ rồi,khi tình yêu ấy là ảo vọng...mình luôn đọc thầm câu nói của Kaworu trong Evangalion :
"Một người không thể xoá hết những buồn thương.Mọi người đều doc.Tuy her course, people might forget, so that they can live. "
But then when I finished that up, I wonder: so, can ever forget? How come now? Love can be very lauTinh her.
* * *
in December, Son Tra flowers bloom in the snow crimson red ... up in a vicious pain thuong.Mi ; as has been living with painted images of flowers in the tea gardens of Setsuka [Seishirou-X/1999 mother] that Chou has brought her through Such a long time, even when Chou really "no side" that I nua.Dieu, Chou also alert you - there ever think that someday Chou will step out of your life?! - Then I panic because of questions from the mouth of someone you do not want to lose the most 
now has over roi.Nhung all things related to memory for Chou , fanfic, yaoi, X/1999, Seishirou & Subaru, Clamp, crimson wallpaper, blue sky ... I tried to stay away. I do not want recalled again [however, yaoi, not only reducing interest away T_T]. Because I have passed, passed from his last sentence it tells Chou ; i in Koi Kaze (Kot you pass on to me ^ ^):
"Love maynot comes true, your pen you can not stop feeling for that person."
"The Love may not come, but you still can not stop my feelings about him. "
For us, then, that "love never comes true, right? I've always loved Chou.Tu not dare say 3 from him again it? Maybe after I said that dialogue and make it as well as their mood, which thoiVa Chou smiled then, his did not say you love all roi.Moi Chou nua.Qua things like a broken dream, like a fairy tale, a tale not remember the group Halloween hau.Minh sing it very well, because it's sad ease with. Phuong Anh
, looking back, felt like my time was endless and far too ...
Hours Here, though very sad to think that, but maybe I can not cry anymore because Chou, tears flowing ra.Lan not end then, tell yourself: I love love Chou.That su.Chua Chou.Minh Chou.Minh love her never regret it both, because human suffering is always more mature and can "understand the pain" of others better. Thank
, 4 years of beautiful memories ... like a glass of sparkling color, sometimes hurt, but looking back ... , should perhaps think that so that all is well phucMinh lucky to have had a love like that.
A Tale Wasn't Right - Halloween
Here I stand all alone Have my mind turned to stone Have my heart filled up
with ice
to avoid it `s Breakin` Twice
to Thank you, my dear old friend But you can `t
help, this is the end Of a tale that
wasn` t right
I won `t have no sleep tonight
In my heart, in my soul I really hate to
pay this toll
Should be strong, young and bold
But the only thing I feel is pain
It`s alright, we`ll stay friends
Trustin` in my confidence
And let`s say it`s just alright
You won`t sleep alone tonight
(Solo
Mike)
With my heart, with my soul
Some guys cry you bought and sold
They`ve been strong, young and bold
And they say, play this song again
(Solo Licks Mike)
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There is one thing you never want it to disappear ... it's a nguoi.Cu smile and want to keep forever How them.Nu laugh even more painful for the person pulling the other memories, sad day to remember dut.Tiec Past, everything can be improved, but the sentiment is still standing as the phrase "Forever's early" thing.
Just heard an old song, retaining a certain carved in the hearts of the past still remember ... as in, as if everything was cony raw side.
can not abandon the old songs, because sometimes heard it was a habit ... so, resigns pain as the day gets wind of a wound every day ... definitely do not stop, know how to be?! (Laughter resigned).
Seeing as on the way there, I still stand yen.Khong budge a step that follows a landmark that, after ay.Den things ... maybe now is that ...
Still holding incubated an infinite-hope-hope-hope has long been dissolved into clouds khoi.Lieu can love anyone else like that again?!
Make a Wish for a Dream ... Will never comes true ...
I love you ... Do not forget me!
[Quote of Me]
Somewhere in my broken heart, You'll remain until ... forever!
Sakura_enmi
Easter. On the road to Peace church, its free access cycling across supermarkets, bookstores, east congestion is the car ... the car passes over a second large church, cathedral front, those shareholders are very happy people ... Looking at his mat.Tuy í ; t like crowded place, like the mix at the crowd ... but I prefer in a position nà o that observation, but at a crowded crossing, fun fun fun ... maybe just east of the occasion "special", inspired a new heart fun with the scene. 